The
Stray Soul (Christian)
After
watching the story of Stray Dog in India. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZGN3arSl1I
I felt like it was really connected to our Christian/spiritual life. I went to checkout my facebook notification on Photographers and Wedding supplier. And commented on someone post and recommend my cousin wedding photographer. I don’t usually check someones profile, but this time. I did, I checked his account and saw the video of stray dog. It catches my attention because I am dog lover.
The video was titled “A camera was strapped to a stray dog for a day. What it captured broke my heart.” Yes indeed! It broke my heart.. and leaves really deep wounds and tears in my eyes after I watched it.
As I watched the video, I feel like it’s my life that the seen that captured from this little journey of this stray dog. I feel like I am the one who’s being slap by someone who helped me, those someone who act so nice and then suddenly kicked me out for no reason. Without telling me why?
The life of stray dog in this video can be compared to a life of Stray soul of a Christian. You’re been thirst for food of your soul, found something goo. Feed you, make you feel so whole. But eventually it wasn’t enough! It makes you thirst for more and more. You found some people who smile and greet you nicely and even help you grow up in your spiritual life, but it seems in the end they left your and trade you for someone or something they much needed that you.
You might find yourself reading this and asking, “Why is this thing really happened to me?” or “Why do God allowed me to be feel so stray for such a moment in my life?”. You might feel like giving up. Or maybe you give up for sometime and then realized that you shouldn’t give up?!
I’ve been there! I feel so lost, so unloved, betrayed and hopeless. I see myself in this life of a stray dog. I see how my spiritual needs being filled for a certain moment and then I feel so lost again and search for a things and place that can filled my soul need.
I felt like it was really connected to our Christian/spiritual life. I went to checkout my facebook notification on Photographers and Wedding supplier. And commented on someone post and recommend my cousin wedding photographer. I don’t usually check someones profile, but this time. I did, I checked his account and saw the video of stray dog. It catches my attention because I am dog lover.
The video was titled “A camera was strapped to a stray dog for a day. What it captured broke my heart.” Yes indeed! It broke my heart.. and leaves really deep wounds and tears in my eyes after I watched it.
As I watched the video, I feel like it’s my life that the seen that captured from this little journey of this stray dog. I feel like I am the one who’s being slap by someone who helped me, those someone who act so nice and then suddenly kicked me out for no reason. Without telling me why?
The life of stray dog in this video can be compared to a life of Stray soul of a Christian. You’re been thirst for food of your soul, found something goo. Feed you, make you feel so whole. But eventually it wasn’t enough! It makes you thirst for more and more. You found some people who smile and greet you nicely and even help you grow up in your spiritual life, but it seems in the end they left your and trade you for someone or something they much needed that you.
You might find yourself reading this and asking, “Why is this thing really happened to me?” or “Why do God allowed me to be feel so stray for such a moment in my life?”. You might feel like giving up. Or maybe you give up for sometime and then realized that you shouldn’t give up?!
I’ve been there! I feel so lost, so unloved, betrayed and hopeless. I see myself in this life of a stray dog. I see how my spiritual needs being filled for a certain moment and then I feel so lost again and search for a things and place that can filled my soul need.
You're
maybe the one of stray Christian, or maybe you’re one of those people who used
to abused those stray Christian.
If you're a stay christian who search for food of your soul and care of this world.. I guess you should give up one of this. It's either you choose to find the care of this world or choose the food of your soul.
*If you choose to continue to search for food of your soul. You can find it anywhere, find in a book, in television or in any denominational or non demominational churches. But.. I tell you.. Churches can't supply you a forever food soul. It's between You and Your Creator relationshiop. Before you should attend any churhces you should know the purpose of knowing Him and letting Him be your guidance, teacher, friend, brother and most of all a Redeemer and Saviour.
If you're a stay christian who search for food of your soul and care of this world.. I guess you should give up one of this. It's either you choose to find the care of this world or choose the food of your soul.
*If you choose to continue to search for food of your soul. You can find it anywhere, find in a book, in television or in any denominational or non demominational churches. But.. I tell you.. Churches can't supply you a forever food soul. It's between You and Your Creator relationshiop. Before you should attend any churhces you should know the purpose of knowing Him and letting Him be your guidance, teacher, friend, brother and most of all a Redeemer and Saviour.
Finding
a good church and attending to their weekly service was easy. But getting into
a deep commitment and communication from a creator takes a deep understanding
and relationship. Knowing that you should know, that no matter what you do, no
matter what you think. He sees it, He hear it. Even if you haven’t say it yet,
He knows what you’re up to. If you’re down, He knows everything. He is just
waiting for you to talk to Him and tell Him that You need Him to listen.
Feeding
yourself for your spiritual needs wasn’t easy at all, you might found big
churches with financial support for you. But sooner or later you feel like
being emptied and vain. You got everthing that you think you’;re soul and body
needs but it seems you haven’t found the real llife. Leave that place, look for
Him, pray to Him.
to be continue.
to be continue.
Need to
sleep now. It’s pass 1:10 am and we have a fellowship today at 12 pm
